{"id":598,"date":"2026-02-05T00:05:05","date_gmt":"2026-02-05T00:05:05","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/84211314.xyz\/?p=598"},"modified":"2026-02-05T00:05:05","modified_gmt":"2026-02-05T00:05:05","slug":"im-having-insomnia-again","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blog.84211314.xyz\/index.php\/2026\/02\/05\/im-having-insomnia-again\/","title":{"rendered":"I&#8217;m having insomnia again."},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Last night, I had another sleepless night. I woke up in the middle of the night and couldn&#8217;t fall back asleep. Looking back on 2025, it was the most difficult year of my life. This year, I experienced the longest probationary period of my life. More than two years of probation, and it&#8217;s still not over. In January 2024, I was appointed as the office director, with a six-month probationary period. Until the end of the probationary period, my salary didn&#8217;t increase by even a penny. Then, in May 2025, I was appointed as the company&#8217;s board secretary, and the chairman told me that my salary wouldn&#8217;t increase yet, &#8220;consider it a probationary period.&#8221; Even now, there&#8217;s still no word on a salary increase. It&#8217;s like I&#8217;ve been in a de facto probationary state for more than two years. This is fucking bullying! Other people get promoted and receive raises without any problem, but it&#8217;s so damn difficult for me! Paying a senior manager the salary of a middle-level employee, as stipulated by company law, is this how you bastards conduct human affairs?! I want to see how you bastards answer when investors ask questions after the annual report is released! Thinking about all this filth kept me awake, so I sat there until dawn. I cursed those bastards and their ancestors for eighteen generations. This is so hard for me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Last night, I had another sleepless night. I woke up in the middle of the night and couldn&#8217;t fall back asleep. Looking back on 2025,&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-598","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-my-diary"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.84211314.xyz\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/598","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.84211314.xyz\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.84211314.xyz\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.84211314.xyz\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.84211314.xyz\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=598"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/blog.84211314.xyz\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/598\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.84211314.xyz\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=598"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.84211314.xyz\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=598"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.84211314.xyz\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=598"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}